Finding Prince Charming

Here we are in the ebb and flow of life.
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I notice within me a stillness, a place of grounding, the observant mind. It notices where tension, overwhelm, and rage lurks in the dark, hiding from the conscious mind.
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The rage grew from fear and the inability to move, the frozen feeling in a little child’s heart. Humiliation of the body, mind, and soul.
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How I survived to come out on the other side?
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Music.
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Love songs warmed my heart, and I yearned for love , I yearned to be old enough to find this love with a man one day, my Prince Charming.
I searched and searched, discarding those who didn’t fit my ideal like an old gum wrapper. Opening the next and and the next. Had I known then, that the love I so desperately sought out was all along right there, in the actual knowing and feeling into the love that I already felt.

In hindsight, I thought I would find this love outside of me, all the while as I felt this love, it was present FOR me.
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This was and still is my connection to love, deep love in my heart.
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I survived with love. I continue to survive with love. Love stimulates my heart and brings me out of my thoughts and into the warm and fuzzy.
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What our heart desires and aches for, is already alive within us.
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Invite what you desire, to become your own savior.